Here I am thinking I had a handle on my progress and yet not seeing some pride in me still. When I opened a big book of my paper paintings I was shocked. My colors were dull. That is because of the cataract lens that were yellow as I referred in my last blog. I’m working on brightening them but it is different than starting a new painting. Doing this I’m struggling a bit.
I’m also struggling on my journey with pride that is still there. Not as much but still I catch myself seeing that in me from time to time. It is a struggle too to decide how I want to move forward in art ( promoting myself) and also sometimes thinking I’ve got some wisdom that God put in the Bible then God reveals to me a new truth that I need to see.