You know I can get stuck in an old way but I see unless I revamp my thinking, I won’t be going anywhere meaningful. Taking time to do the quiet time needed is more difficult than I thought. I started to go one way like this morning but I ended up cleaning out my art drawers which needed attention then I went to 2 exercise classes this morning lunch then went to the store. How did that happen and here it is 2:00 already? I tried to do that yesterday too. I got myself sidetracked by investigating a studio opportunity, lunch with an art friend, which I always love, then husband asked to go to the cigar place to hang out so I thought I’d go someplace quiet and I ended up having a glass of wine and just enjoying that. I guess it depends on how I want my journey to be. I can either get intense and worry or know that I’m living the best life I know how at this moment.
Okay okay, you think I’m a procastinator but the will is to be aware and ramping up my thinking is part of that.